Thursday, December 18, 2003
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my friend's dad passed away a few days ago from a heart attack. he was 54yo. they had an awesome relationship, which is something truly rare between a father and son despite the 1st and 2nd generation gap. although he did cry... he truly praises God that his father was in his life for this long. "The Lord giveth and He taketh away"...
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my friend's dad passed away a few days ago from a heart attack. he was 54yo. they had an awesome relationship, which is something truly rare between a father and son despite the 1st and 2nd generation gap. although he did cry... he truly praises God that his father was in his life for this long. "The Lord giveth and He taketh away"...
just thinking about my mom dying. jeez... now that would break me so fast. just the thought brings that crying feeling up in my chest. will i be so understanding once God takes her away? if my dad were to die today... i'm not sure if i would cry. that's sad huh? i definitely need to work on the relationship w/my dad. funny thing is that.. if i were his age or vice aversa... i doubt we would be friends. i just wouldn't get along w/him. do i love him? yes. but i feel its more of a forced love. i mean, he's my dad. i HAVE to love him...
i had a really busy day... today has been my PMS day.. i've been very happy, very pissed off, and now... sad... and the day's not over.
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