what were u expecting?

i just spoke to an old coworker of mine. he asked how the pd thing was coming along... he said that i should look into other jobs right now in case things don't work out as planned. he also said that i should rework my resume too. this is sound advice. so i started looking thru positions on craigslist... jeez... as i was looking thru the listings... a sense of dread came over me. i don't want to be pigeon-holed into a position for the sake of having work/stability/money... i want work to be an extension of me.. of the person God made me. i don't want work to define my identity. every talent that God has given me is on loan. they're His. so what should i do with them... i should use them to glorify God. ok great. now what the heck are my talents? *sigh*... i'm not trippin... i just let myself get worried there for a minute... but no need for worries.

so tomorrow is the day. i'm gonna run my ass off... praise God that He's given me the opportunities to run at the track everyday for a week in preparation. the past 3 days, forecasters said it was gonna rain... but no rain... i'm sure He knows i needed the practice.