what were u expecting?

I'm actually quite nervous about my test this weekend. will i do well? i think i posted before that there are 5 events. the one that i was most worried about is the 500 yard run. i was running at the HS track yesterday and saw the track coach... asked him what a decent time would be... he said about 1min 10sec for HS championships... i had my mom time me... and i got 1min 22sec. i don't think that's too bad. hopefully i can beat most of the guys on testing day.

i guess in preparation for this test... i've been thinking about whether i'll move on to the next stage in the hiring process. which leads me one step closer to walking away from my current company. i honestly have no motivation to work. i have stuff to do.. although it isn't much... i know i'm not being good with my time. all i can think about is taking a vacation before the academy starts, but that's only *if* i get in... God willing. i think that my desire to become a cop has decreased significantly... i'm sure it's b/c of the long ass process. the longer it is... the less sure i'll get the position.. the less sure i am, the less i want it... basic psych stuff. well... i'll just have to wait and see how it goes this saturday.