what were u expecting?

so mijung is my ex from korea (who lives in korea)... we broke up about 3yrs ago? dang.. has it been that long already? so she called again. said that she's graduating this semester and she's gonna go to Ohio to teach tkd. Ohio probably has the 2nd or 3rd largest tkd program behind Cal (they're also 2nd or 3rd best, behind Cal). for the 2-3min we talked... it was definitely awkward for me. for one, my boss' door was open, so i didn't want to be too loud or carry on the conversation for too long. but man... secondly, my korean has gotten very rusty... and thirdly i dunno, i have so many mixed emotions going on inside me... like... i should go to Ohio to see her, but a part of me wants to move on completely to the point where i don't even talk to her... we definitely didn't end bad and i have no bitter feelings at all...

hmm... that's interesting tho... if another person can elicit these types of feelings in me, then from a third person perspecitve, i'd say that i'm (sam) still not completely over the other person. in which case i would say that you're correct. i don't think i will be until i find someone else that's better than her... haha... or actually... having no contact w/her worked just as well.