what were u expecting?

i spoke to a good friend of mine over the wknd... she said i seemed unhappy. not that i'm sad.. but just not happy. after thinking about it for a bit... i think she's right. i mean... there's nothing bad goin on... but at the same time... there isn't much joy. this is all due to me not having a gf. haha.. jk. honestly... i know it's b/c of my walk w/God. knowing the freedom i have b/c of Christ (in my head)... and not living it out in my heart and life... or just being complacent in my relationship w/Him, b/c I know He'll always be there for me. hmm... can't quite pin-point it... arg... i dunno..

anyways... i'm fine. i'm not sad or depressed... i feel like i'm me. but maybe i can be a bit more happy.

ok ok... so i'm goin boarding this wknd. woohoo! can't wait. hopefully it won't be too icy. i love being out there... in God's country. taking in the fresh air... the gorgeous view... man... can't beat it.