what were u expecting?

it's funny how i say i'm going to consult with God on something... and then i tell someone my decision even before consulting God. b/c in my mind i've already made my decision... i've put God in a situation where i'm pretty much saying, i know better than u... so u just work ur magic in the background while i do my thing.

anyways... why is it that i'm so attracted to fob korean girls that barely speak any english? i definitely don't fancy the idea of them not being able to speak english and not making any sort of living here in the states. but if they could speak and work in the industry they wanna be in... that'd be nice.

will somebody tell me why i like fobs when i'm pretty damn american? haha